Since I don't have the freedom to post what I want on my other blog, I'm back here. I fucking hate myself & want to die. Fascinated w/ blood, cutting, violence, serial killers, eating disorders. I don't promote destructive behaviors. But I have a lot of them.
well, i’m cleaning out my wip folders. thought i’d post some pieces, some newer and some very old, before they are archived for good. and oh look, there’s that enchantress kylo i drew back in 2016
Is it just me or does anyone else feel different when they’re hungry? It’s like my body looks different to me after I eat, like I can go the whole day not eating and I’ll feel skinny and my collar bones will seem to stick out more and my waist will be a little slimmer. But then when I eat it feels like I grow 2 sizes bigger and all of a sudden I’m fat again and never want to eat again. It happens even if I eat like a carrot or something really low cal. I don’t know I feel so stupid
